So, anyway...I've been completely amazed by how people have gone out of their way to bless me during this hard time. It's really been more than I ever expected and way more than I deserve. I really want to remember this and be one of those people who blesses people like that from now on. I've become a little more stingy over the past few years and I need to remember to be more generous and to go out on a limb to try and touch people's hearts.

It's funny but while I am so loving the nice peeps in my life, I think of two people I've really got a problem with and whenever I see them I just seethe. Saw one on the internet and I'm still disturbed by even the sight of them. And I have to see them often. Wish I could just concentrate on the nice people and give up on the wish to see those who have hurt me realize the kind of pain they have given me.

Work was okay, but just. I dealt with one angry customer who in the scheme of things was not all that nasty and it really got under my skin. It's gonna take a while to get my skin built back up; I'm so vulnerable right now.

I want to quit my job so bad!! They're making changes I don't like as well as the fact that I'm tired of being shorthanded and being expected to create miracles. More money, better hours and less stress would be great, too. :)