bummed.

so i sorta kinda fought with my boyfriend and i feel awful. i think i might have screwed things up. why do i push people away?

my lip hurts. freaking cold sore.

my brother is engaged. it's official: both my younger siblings will be married before me. i have entered official loserdom.

i feel fat and gross.

i DID enjoy last night. so why did i screw it all up?